It is 1:30 am and I can't sleep.
Where are we going to be next year? Where are we going to be living in two years? Three? What are we going to do with our apartment? If we are here next year, will I get to keep my job? I think it will be OK but I have no assurances. If I can't, we'll both be unemployed, and that would be pretty disastrous. Should I be looking for another job? Should we both be expanding the job-search radius?
Maybe I should not be posting this on the internet, but well... why not? It's not like my boss doesn't already know.